Its Friday today. And I am in one of my moods. Contemplation, self analysis are the words for the day. Was coming back from my jog in the morning and I began to analyize my self. (A good idea or not I am still not too sure) Any way back to the point. I realized some thing today.... I am an insecure person esp with friends... Once I let people in, its really hard for me to let go. And even the slightest momement can make me crazy.. and then I began to think here I am being insecure about people who may or may not love me back and then there is one person who has been there for me from the day I was born who does not even get the respect he deserves. I am talking about God. Been thinking alot about him now days. His role in my life?
I dont give him the respect he deserves. I call when I need him, but then once the job is done thats it!
I am probably not making alot of sense right now, I dont even know where I am going with this, it just been hitting me alot now days.
I love my family, my friends... but they can be taken away in a split second. But no one can take him away.. I guess I am going to continue this on another day, a little more soul searching for me to do